June 2012
0 posts
May 2012
26 posts
if i died tonight, ima keep living through the words i’ve used/ standing out in the rain singing the curbside blues/ see i’m a street smart rapper with a nerd’s IQ/ just staring down at the world giving my bird’s eye view/
this life is short so i’m taking it one day a time/ then i relive it through the stories that i say in my rhymes/ stay on my grind/ and i’m praying to find/ a way to design/ the...
if i was as dedicated to school my first 3 years of college as i have been this year, i would never have dropped below a 3.6 overall gpa.
and i hope you find what you're looking for
and i do too.
i’m not sure if i made the right decision tonight that will prove to be the correct one in the long run. for now it feels right. but knowing truly how much you love(d) me and how much you care is the most comforting thing i’ve come away with tonight.
maybe i’m a coward and i’m not strong enough to carry through with you here with me. but something inside is...
Time will bring the real end of our trial one day they’ll be no remnants, no trace, no residual feelings within ya one day you won’t remember me
Your face will be the reason I smile But I will not see what I cannot have forever I’ll always love ya, I hope you feel the same
after being on both sides. i can confirm that being on either side sucks.
April 2012
24 posts
there was this kinda goofy, clearly shy looking asian boy in the hagget lounge. it was just me, him and this relatively cute hapa girl playing piano. he clearly was feeling her and checking her out. but he didnt have the balls to step to her when she finished playing.
i was kinda giving him a look to go approach her. but he helllllaa bailed. too bad. she looked like she wanted someone to talk to...
crying, lucky, and blessed.
Son, know that your Dad and I are happy to support you and guide you as you find your place in this world. Come to us at anytime, because we are always here for you.
Take care and be safe.
- end of the email my mom sent me back
soul searching
after doing a lot of soul searching for the past week or 2, i just sent my mom ad email explain to her that I honestly don’t think graduate school in psychology is right for me and how i’d rather just work.
I’m so drained of school and i honestly do not thing that i can do 2-5 more years at the high level that my mom and i are both accustomed to. I just want to work and take...
i wish i could go back to the times when all i worried about was girls and AP tests. life was easy. i still thought i’d grow up to research cells and cancer. life was fun back then. life’s scary now.
“I want to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.”
– Pablo Neruda (via mryrssolndy)
